Tuesday, August 29, 2006

HUGE meme

Woah, ultra-long quiz, koped from Geri! Hey! posting three times in a row is NOT considered updating three times geri.


3. Were you named after someone? : Abraham's wife who bore him a son when they were white-haired. (I seriously hope I'm not like that)
4. Meaning of name: Princess of God! Hah, I'm royalty.
5. Nickname: My name's short enough thank you.
6. Screen name: Kiarill
7. D.O.B: 23.03.92
8. Place of birth: <3ly Singapore
9. Nationality: Singaporean
10. Current location: Sunny Island somewhere
11. Star sign: meteor. (jkjk, aries)
12. Religion: Christian! And proud of it.
13. Height: 174/5? :D Very happy!
14. Weight: *ziiip*
15. Shoe size: I'm not sure myself, but I have huuuuge feet.
16. Hair color: black
17. Eye color: black
18. Who do you look like: Mum
19. Innie or outtie: Indie. haha, I'm being lame. I don't get it?
20. Lefty or righty: right-handed-footed-coordinated, left-brained
21. Gay, straight, bi or others: straight
22. Best friends: emma, jolene, geri
23. Best friends you trust most: Them too.
24. Favourite pals: Same people, cause we laugh at the same stuff, well, mostly
25. Best friend of opposite sex: no best friend of the opposite sex?
26. Best buddies: Argh, this is repetitive, no wonder it's so long.
27. Boyfriend or girlfriend: As in? I want a? Or I have a? How about I don't want?
28. Crushed: Ice
29. Parents: Lovely parents, that gave me nicely tall genes! Thank you Daddy!
30. Worst Enemy: ?? Don't know.
31. Favourite online guy: Oh, is this where they find out if you go to, where's that, irc? to talk to unknown people?
32. Favourite online girl: Kiarill
33. Craziest friend: dunno? Our whole class can be a mental to different degrees.
34. Advice friend: God
35. Loudest friend: The one with the loudhailer.
36. Person you cry with: Me. I walk a lonely road... haha, just kidding, but me is true.
37. Any sisters: Sadly no. T_T How come my parents never listens to me on what matters?
38. Any brothers: Sadly too(two)
39. Any pets: pet habits? ><><><>husband or wife: Wives are much better, pity this can only be a dream.
78. Bedtime: When I need it
79. Under your bed: It'd take up 4/5 lines. junk and non-junk.
80. Single most important question: To me or what other people ask me? huh?
81. Bad time of the day: Whenever something bad is happening?
82. Your worst fear: Is that I'm a great big lie.
83. The weather is: cold?
84. Time: 1.32
85. Date: 28.08.06
86. Best trick did on someone: I don't remember.
87. Theme song: lalala~
88. Hardest thing about growing up: Growing up.
89. Funniest experience: I'm sure there's somthing, something.. Too many! Argh, I can't decide!
90. Scariest experience: I don't remember, but I remember sitting in Mr Mah's class and being really really scared.
91. Silliest thing you have ever said: something along the lines of 'Hi insert-name, I forgot your name.'
92. Most desperate and funniest thing i have done to get the opposite sex: Stand around another member of the opposite sex and wait? You know, in ice-and-water?
93. Scariest thing while you are with your friends: *shrugs cluelessly*
94. Worst feeling: Thinking someone I care for hates me. Hangovers
95. Best feeling in the world: Dunno?

Name 3 schools you went
pap simei kindergarten
SKPS
Rosyth

Name 3 things in your purse/wallet
reciepts
cards
A little monkey thing that was once on my wallet

Name 3 things you always do when you are stressed up
cry (works wonders)
rargh
breathe

Name 3 fav songs right now
s-ongs
o-sngs
ngs-so

Name 3 favourite persons in life
!Dunno
@Dunno
#Dunno, see i love everyone so much I can't choose ><

Name 3 places you go on a daily basis
bed.
sleep.
lalaland. (It's more of a nightly basis.)

Name 3 things you like to do
sleep
doodle
laugh

Name 3 person of the opposite sex that you hold hands before
my younger brother
my younger cousin
some younger kid(K2?) from church (he was so cute!)

Name three favourite fruits
durian
pear (green&yellow)
the rest of the fruits I have tried (which does not include breadfruit, although I really wanna try that.)

Name 3 career choices
Designer
Librarian
Manga Editor?

Name 3 goals in 2006
Get at least 3.6 for most subjects
Train much much harder and build up muscles.
:D

Name 3 plans for tomorrow
Cook
Bring apron and stuff!
Hug someone.

Name 3 things that scare you
Being in the midst of lots of strangers who know each other
truth
untruth

Name 3 of your essential needs
someone to love
someone to love me
something to hope for (conveniently supplied by Emma)

Name three things you are wearing right now
Specs
My nighty
My rubberband around my wrist?

Name 3 unforgettable events still in your mind
I forget easily.
SO I don't remember

Name 3 things essential in relationship
love
trust
good food?

Name 3 things you want to do before you leave this world
bungee jump
go to an onsen (I will not let myself die unless I complete the first two. So I won't even die if a car knocks me down.)
really love someone.

Name 3 wines
White Wine
Red Wine
Fermented Grape Juice.

Random questions
lied to the person you love most?
I'm sorry.

bluff a person you dont like/love him when you do?
Nahh.

YES or NO questions
Been trapped in lift?
Yeah!

Violated the law?
yeah? I'm still really guilty.

Been in jail?
Only in dreams

Trapped in a room with only a opposite sex around?
I don't think so?

Loved someone with your whole heart?
I don't know

Name 3 people to do this quiz
Pe and Op and Le :D

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Why

There are alot of things which tag after 'why', like they're all playing follow the leader or something and Why is always in front. And for some of those little questions that follow, they have a definite home to go to, and others, well, roam the streets till Why comes back into our heads.

And today, Why I <3 Singapore, continued from the previous post, so if you haven't read it, SCROLL DOWN!

Why I love Singapore, because of the same reasons people I know hate it. Because Lee Kuan Yew is the dictator tiger in Singapore. Because we have no freedom of speech, or press, or media. Because we have so many laws, because we are so restricted, because the government rules over all.
There are some things that I don't agree with the government about. Like whether we should have a casiNO. But I don't really mind the way PAP is controlling Singapore.

Call me a wimp or someone who can't stand up for her own rights, I don't care. I've always thought, even if I've never said it out loud, that people who want all that freedom stuff, freedom of speech, freedom of press, freedom to do this and that should simply migrate. It's an easy option, just migrate to Australia, America or whatever country. To the land where you can have all the freedom you want, freedom to get insulted, freedom to get mugged, freedom to get drugs, freedom to do whatever you want. But freedom always comes with consequences. Fine if you don't care about your life, fine if you don't care about your health, but I mind alot about myself.

I want to be able to go out at night to buy something without getting robbed, raped, murdered, or even just scared of it. I want to be able to actually cross the street without fear of getting knocked down. I want to be able to know that I won't get drugs accidently slipped into my juice or morning cuppa. Don't you know a persian cat is much more free in her owner's house than in the wild jungle? Don't you know that you can't release your pets into the wild just because they'll get eaten or something else bad along those lines.

I am very happy here in Singapore, and I do consider going to other countries for a short stay, but nothing beats a disclipinarian government. It's like a traditional chinese family. And I have nothing against those traditional chinese families. Much better than the state those ang moh families are now. With their kids running all over them, growing into drugs and gangs and smoke, sad sad cases. If your kids are naughty, you should smack them. I sound evil.

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

I <3 Singapore

Someone said I write well, after he read my blog. I assure everybody my essays are not of the same quality. Simply because I think faster than I type, so even faster than I write. And because they do not let us do literature essays on the computer. And so to get to the point, would the person tell me his blog if he has one? Just because I am curious, and when I run out of blogs to surf, I have new blood (or something like that).

I am all for Capital Punishment. Due to philosphy lessons and the recent australian drug-trafficking case, I have decided that my stand is firm forever more, untill more devil's advocates' come my way.

A Vietnamese-australian, Nguyen Tuong Van, was caught with 396g of heroin (26,000 doses) in 2002, Singapore, while in transit to australia. And as the law goes, he was/will be given the death penalty. However, this decision made by the Singapore court has been protested against strongly by many australians, (or perhaps only a small percentage, but when compared to Singapore, its still quite a number) who say that to give him the death penalty is uncivilised, uncultured, and uncalled for. After all, he does have an Australian passport. As like many other things, different people have different views and many will be sitting on that well-cushioned fence.

I for one think that just because that drug-trafficker is an Australian, therefore gives him the right to be free from Singaporean law. For one, he was in Singapore when he had the drugs on him. And secondly, just because he was from another country means he can escape the law of our country will mean that as long as drug-traffickers are not from Singapore, they can easily bring in drugs and bring them out. I do not want our lovely Singapore to turn into the kind of country where teenagers taking drugs are as common as them drinking water.

And I never thought about the real reason behind the Australian's outrage behind this case. (Except that they are proud, stuck-up, people with inflated egos and huge superior complexes. This only applies to the unreasonable people loudly protesting and obviously flaming my darling country.)
Untill I read this: ENVY BEHIND AUSSIE RAGE
The hysterical outbursts in the Australian press and silly comments by various do-gooders are basically due to two factors. Firstly, they think it wins votes, and, secondly, Australians simply envy Singaporeans.
We envy you for being able to walk your streets at night without fear of being attacked.
We envy you roaming the sands of Sentosa without worrying about discarded needles.
We envy you for having a prime minister who spends his time running the country, rather than defending convivted drug-runners.
We do not have any of these things in Australia, so we are jealous.
Ted Rehak-Tasmania, Australia

Oh how much I <3 Singapore.

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Life is such a Masquerade

Changed my blogskin at last, this one might last longer, or maybe not.

There was once a diehard fan of Robert Redford who spotted him in a restaurant (or something, not very sure). She could not believe her eyes and when Robert Redford stepped into a lift, she rushed after him and breathlessly asked, "Are you the real Robert Redford?" He replied,just when the lift doors were closing, "Only when I'm alone."

Life is such a masquerade, where everybody has multiple costume changes. Costumes which might be drab and dull, or colourful and elaborate, or just plain black and white.

We make masks for ourselves, for others, different masks for when different people are looking, talking, interacting with us. Different masks to put on others when we talk to them. That's why we never really be ourselves, even as I write this, I'll be subconciously thinking of what others will think of me and what I write.

There have been times, well actually quite alot of times, where I put a mask onto someone, molded their personality to my liking. And when they actually interact with me, show me some other mask they have worn, my carefully constructed image of them is shattered, and I am so shocked, even though I've known somewhere deep down that I was never right with the masks I throw on them when I never even tried to see their face.

And though some might not think so, we make our costume changes round different people. We wear red with some, blue with others, black with some, white with others. So who we are, is so hard to define, undefinable actually. For we are all schizophrenic to some extent, and to different people, we are different people.

Life is such a masquerade.

P.S, I found a muse. Calliope, Clio, Erato.

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Hitler and Mak

I discovered this excerpt of an entry in my diary and found it quite amusing, oh well.

Ahh Hitler. Such a charismatic speaker, such conviction he had, such a following he led. Sad then, that there was something wrong with him up there. I see (not really see but more of, enlightened) now why Hitler's words were like rains/thuderstorms of hope to the people. The people starved of power, money, land. The two World Wars, so close together. The two WWs, both happening in one man's lifespan, Hitler. Hate breeds hate. Anger begets anger. And unforgiveness breeds no mercy.
All for the wants of greedy men.

Hitler looks kinda fat. lol.

Above is an original excerpt taken from a little black diary. Of a girl who never experienced war.

It amused me because, I'm not very sure anymore, but it was after a history lesson that I crafted this, and Hitler was psycho but still cool. Like many other successful psycho people.

And it just goes to show that I can see from another point of view, because I was paying attention in history. YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO CONFISCATE MY 3 BOOKS!! 3 books!! Eh, just because I can multi-task means you can take away my 3 books?! If I draw you can take away my pencil, eraser, paper. If I talk and distract someone, what are you gonna do? Burn my mouth?

Life is so unfair.

Post for Posting's sake

I have decided that I shall continue blogging, oh and to change my blogskin is on my to-do-but-deathly-procrastinated list as well. Ah, I forgot what I wanted to blog about again.

Youtube's down, just when I managed to persuade my mom to let me watch finish episode 2 of Ppoi. *cries* I hate you youtube! Such a love-hate one-sided unrequited relationship we have. Youtube and me. You-tube and me. You and me. Haha, I'm being lame, maybe this is a withdrawal symptom... I'm gonna be depressed? In denial? Crazy? Nahh, better things to do in life (which I can't currently think of at the moment). Oh well, I've been blogsurfing and not being a good girl and mugging for Geog/Math/Hist SA. Badbad girl, tsktsk.

By now I imagine everyone must know that this post seems to be just a post posted for posting's sake, but I assure you it is not, and it came from the back of my brain bottom of my heart.

Monday, August 14, 2006

Meme

Hi, how many times have I promised to change my blogskin?? Haha, I'm so sorry but oh well, SUFFER!! :D, The more I stare at this new blogskin, the more I miss the old one.*cries*

For laughing madly at Sumo because of this quiz, I shall attempt it too. I think it'll be very boring.. :)

1.Can you flirt?- never tried, *bats eyelashes*

2.Have you kissed before?- ahaha, lotsa, but no french. (eeeew)

3.Are you annoyed with anyone?- I'm very nice, so I don't get annoyed easily? :)

4.Do u prefer being single/in a relationship?- duh single. Having a relationship isn't really worth the trouble (in my opinion)

5.Crushing/Like Anyone ?- nope. :)

6.Do u like seeing yourself naked?- I'm comfortable with my body and all that but I like my clothes on please.

7.Who do you miss most?- I'm not a student studying overseas or anything like that, so I dunno?

8.Who do u think is the hottest among all your ex-boyfriends / ex-girlfriends ?- Let's split that into boy friends and girl friends. I don't remember.

9.Who do u think is the stupidest celebrity around?- um, well, there are lots of bimbo celebrities in America, but I shan't comment for fear of a lawsuit.

10.How do u break up with your bf/gf?- One thing is that I've never tried so I wouldn't know. But definitely face to face.

11.Can u breakdance better than the guys / girls?- the guys/girls = who??

12.What do u hate most about yourself?- Lack of selfconfidence sometimes. Lack of situational awareness sometimes, and having too many sometimes.

13.If one day u were 2 wake up bald, what would u do?- Wonder where my hair went.

14.What is the worst death imaginable?- Crucifiction, then going to hell.

15.Do you believe in fate or destiny?- Aren't they the same, fate is not destiny? I believe in God :D

6.Do u play guys / girls?- play with? play around? play Barbie? lol

17.Do u like making out with your bf/gf?- ah good question, I wouldn't know you see.

18.Name one song that best describes one situation u're in.- umum. What situation? I am not aware of any situation.

19.If u could be in a sitcom/drama, which would it be?- any or maybe all soppy K-drama(s), then I'd slap all of them and make them wake up and stop crying.

20.What if a lot of people has a crush on him / her ?- him/her = who?

21.What's the sweetest thing he/she have done to u?- who??

22.What would be the ideal gift for your bf/gf?- A kiss. Isn't that what they always do, and then everybody happy happy..

23.What would u do if your crush confesses that he/she likes u?- Yongsheng grabbed someone and kissed her?!? eew. If my crush did that I think I'd slap him, but I don't have a crush so, it's all speculation.

24.What would u do if your bf/gf is taking drugs?- *gasp* I don't have a bf, but if any friend of mine were, I'd talk to them, all serious. Do anything I can to get them off it.

25.What was the last movie u watched?- The King and The Clown? eh wait, no, BE WITH YOU!! Everybody should watch it.

26.Have u matchmaked anyone before?- ahh.. humm.. hmm

27.Has anyone matchmaked u before?- Eeh, don't remember, who to matchmake me with? No one's tall enough.. muahaha

28.Have u seen anyone from the opposite gender naked?- My lil brother. When he was small. Oh, you know, you see alot of babies naked on tv compared to adults naked on tv.

29.Where do you keep your thoughts about him / her ?- wait, another of those, non-defined questions. I have a diary, a blog and a brain, pick one.

30.What are 3 things that u need to make you happy?- God, Jesus and the Holy ghost



Ahaha, koped from Sumo. :D Sumo should refrain from all the swear words...

Thursday, August 10, 2006

I've been really bad and not updating, not writing to my mortal, not, doing stuff I should be doing. Oh well, *sheepish smile*.

I love my younger brother lots. [Except when he's being irritating, stupid and selfish, which is almost all the time.] And I can't say that I've been the best kind of sister to him, which makes me a little sad and mad for me. But whenever I take a step back and look at the whole situation here, I see him in a quite pitiful state. Bah, poor poor thing.. T_T

He's 4 years younger than me, that means 6 years younger than my elder brother, and I know that isn't really a big age gap when you look at other families. But the way the world works is just wierd. His tenth birthday was over just a few days ago and it was kinda sad. I mean, my mom wasn't there for his "birthday celebration", so much for a birthday celebration. My dad didn't even buy a cake, thank god my aunt gave us this pandan cake, so we used that. I didn't know what to do to make it look nicer, so I wanted to put chocolate on it, I mean, the poor kid didn't get any presents from any of us, and mum wasn't there to sing him a birthday song. But horror of horrors, we didn't have any chocolate so my dad said use milo, smart. It kinda chocolized and became milo paste by the time we cut the cake. I should have put more.

Anyway, I was just thinking that my poor brother was kinda sad, as in his situation, he didn't look very sad, just a little dissapointed. My 10th birthday was great, so was my elder brothers tenth birthday. When I was 10 I wasn't crazy over the computer, it was kinda strictly used for work only. [Except for neopets? Or was that when I was p5? Ah nvm, I'm just thinking that as technology advances, children seem to have shorter childhoods. Another topic for RS, lol.